This is what I do at BCC....while I should be listening

Emotions divided
Not sure how to feel
Trying to hide it
Can't tell if it's real
Waiting to hear
But wanting to call
If I go out on this ledge
There's a chance I may fall
Scared to move forward
But there's nothing left behind
Scared to look for more
Because I don't know what I'll find
Not good with taking risks
I'd rather let things go
Whatever courage I have inside
Is trapped too far below
I still miss what I lost
I was comfortable with what I knew
I have to tell myself when I'm lonely
That I'll fall in love again too